Snowy Thoughts

Thinking is one of those things that can either hurt or really help. When you think your mind kind wanders from this to that sometimes in random jumps. I like thinking, it brings things into a better perspective. Lately I've been thinking about Amy and what I'm gonna do when she leaves, where I will be in 10 years and when the hell things are gonna start falling into place. I guess u could say I've been "kerouaking" lately things have been coming out in raw emotions that are both scary and inspiring at the same time. I really hate how emotions work. It snowed last night and after my friends went home I sat outside and watched the snow fall. Snow is one of those things that no matter where it is it always brings a sense of comfort and magic to whatever it touches. Snow is one of those things that really makes you think. Everything around you is dead and it is being covered with a blanket of white thought. Where you were a few years ago and where you are now, how things are gonna work out and how everything that is going in the world has an impact on you. The things that make you happy in this life seem magnified weather for the good or the bad. Funny how millions of lbs of freezing water falling from the sky can have that effect. Ironically it was C.P. Snow that said "the persuit of happiness is a ridiculous phrase; if you pursue happiness you will never find it" after mulling on that mbe I just think to much